Judas Priest - Prisoner of Your Eyes

I never thought the first metal song i will be posting anywhere would be a, what should I say, well lets just say a song like this one. But the other day as i was listening to this song the entire lyrics just felt so familiar, and with all that the part in bold. Man it takes the cake, it seriously kicks ass. Well, for me atleast.

When I saw your face
I became a prisoner of your eyes
And I would do just anything
To stay and be with you.

You know there are times
When I let myself wonder
As I was going under
You Pulled me back to earth

Don't you hear me crying
Take me in your arms again
Tell me that you're trying
Or is our love a lie

Love is blind
And love deceives you
You came along and captured me
Now I'm a prisoner of your eyes
Trapped in time
I cannot leave you
I'm just a prisoner of your eyes
As each day goes by
I've given up completely
I've locked myself inside your heart
And thrown away the key

Only time will tell
If I can live without you
Can you live without you
Can you see into the future
Will you ever set me free

Don't you hear me crying
Take me into your arms again
Tell me that you're trying
Or is our love a lie

Love is blind
And love decieves you
You came along and captured me
Now I'm a prisoner of your eyes
Trapped in time
I cannot leave you
I'm just a prisoner of your eyes

In this heartache
We can try and start again
Stop the heartbreak
A little time will help to kill the pain.

cant a guy say something in favour of a girl or a group of girls without the aim of impressing them. this has to be the most loser statement i have every typed in my life. not because of what it means but beacues of the idiotic sentence construction. anyways getting back to the point, our society even being a muslim society does not have any respect for women. no, no thats not it. now i get it, our society is a fucking closed minded society which sucks ass. we cant think out of the box and always have to link an opposite sex thing as something to do with sex.

this in the box thinking is responsible for a fuck load of our problems. our butt-fucked tabbos and conservitive "pagree" loving mullahs. we cant discuss and talk about a lot of serious social issues just because this society believes that talking about that is going to send them to hell.

how do we fix this? man i dont know how many people have asked this and how many times this question has been asked. there are a lot of ideas and anyone with even a little sense will have solutions of his own so there is no point listing a bunch of solutions. because clearly nothing praticle has been put forward ever or maybe our society is beyond repair.

From here to eternity

I spend everyday missing her but trying to stay away from her. She was all I ever wished for, she was all I cared for but now I spend each day keeping myself busy with god knows what sort of crap so that i dont have to think of her. I never did anything worthwhile with my life, the only thing which I had was the fact that i make her happy. Now my life pretty much feels like a bunch of mechanical routines i go over day in and day out.

Everytime I talk to her i feel a void deep down inside me. and frankly it doesnt surprise me in any fucking way. Though I still have no fucking idea how i am dealing with this. I was never good at ignoring facts but suddenly I am freaking awesome at it. I just ignore us like those years of my life were never there.

The years i considered the best years of life dont even exsist anymore and from here to eternity all I see is a numb, unconscious, horribly disturbing nightmare.

man all i have typed looks like a bunch of random sentences bundled to look something worthwhile but i guess this is what my actual state is right now; a bunch of random emotions waiting to be salvaged by time.

Series

March 2nd - bomb blast behind Mariott, infront of my moms office (the naval hospital she works at). I learned that my mom was fine along with the news about the bomb going off so that really saved me from a lot of worry and anger. With the grace of God my mom didnt even get a single scratch while some blocks of the hospital building even collapsed. the only thing we lost (and that too not totally) was my moms car.
i planned to put it here on the same date but since i dont remember giving my blogs URL to anyone i didnt see any point, plus i was too tierd to come on and do it anyways.

also on march 2nd a dude who for some unrational reason had a loaded gun in his bag accidently shot himself with that gun during a class. fucked up day March 2nd.


anyways, after being lazy about putting all of this on the blog for a few days I finally decided to get off my ass i write something. surprise surprise ... blogspot.com wont open. Why? cause the government decided to block sites showing the blasphemous cartoons of the Prophet (PBUH). now every internet user knows that you dont have to block the entire website just to keep out a few blogs. but guess the people at PTA are more lazy than i can ever imagine myself to be. instead of actually filtering out the "blasphemous" blogs they said what the heck, just block the entire site.

i can post blogs through blogger.com but i still am not sure how am i supposed to access my blog page. man! just when i thought i will start telling people about my blog.